lol? i remember feeling this way..
im always overly nice to girls..
either that or i dont even bother with em.
when i feel like they deserve it… i let em in.
im really not ‘trying too hard’ it feels like that’s the way others perceive it tho..
thats why i stay completely out of the game..
but i still always have the need to comfort others
because im NEVER comforted myself…
even when the goings getting really hard
and i should be worrying about nothing but myself
there is always a few times where i give in
i give away my power to help out a fellow soul
things that people NEVER do for me.
NEVER…
its sad..
im sad.
but i was happy for a minute tonight.
arm around a stunningly beautiful female
telling her its going to be okay
and then it all falls apart in a heartbeat
when i realize how it really is.
and i give up.
and i’d give right back in if i had the chance….
fuck the world
bye.
